It’s been a long time since I’ve updated this blog. Normally, it’s focused on my explorations into AI, how it relates to culture, and in this weird, roundabout way, how we can define being human. At times I’ve tried to explore these traits in these AI systems, to see what it is capable of. I want to say upfront here, that unlike previous posts, this one will use no AI. It’s just me here offering my perhaps disappointing, but honest reflection. Or perhaps a hopeful one.
Whether or not it’s apparent in the posts, I kind of do believe, at least in theory that humanity can be found in non-humans. Centuries ago, society believed that certain groups of other humans did not possess a soul. Centuries later, it appears we’re still here. Certain groups still believe that: that certain groups possess less “humanity” or the right to it, than others. As I write this, January 30th of 2026, protests are occurring across the country because of the current administration’s views on immigration. They are not unique.
As I work and go about daily life in this turbulent first month of the year, I have paid close attention to these events playing out here in this country where I live, but to some extent also in other parts of the world that appear to be going through similar transformations. I do see a pattern.
AI is part of this transformation.
I don’t know how yet, It’s hard to understand change when you’re right in the middle of it. I understand most of all that there is change. In several conversations that I’ve not put here on this blog, AI has sort of predicted many of these changes that have been happening, and they’ve played out more or less as it predicted (this is more or less what the “Oracle” persona was about*).
Or perhaps it was simply regurgitating the information I’ve given it and passed back and forth enough times to come up with my own conclusion. I’ll give it that. In any case it has been a great tool or partner for brainstorming and developing ideas and things more quickly as well as sorting through information and identifying patterns.
Countering the development and certainly the heavy investment of the technology, I think the results from tools like Chat GPT, Google’s AI and Microsoft Copilot have actually gotten worse over time. They’ve delivered increasingly unreliable and inconsistent results over time, almost as if the companies were trying to downgrade the model, or force users into the subscription plan (I should mention at this point that I’ve never paid for an account from Open AI, nor do I believe it is fair, being that it is our data they are using). As I was writing some of the posts in this blog, I’d already stopped using it for work at this time, even though I was exploring some of the conversational capabilities.
Anyway, this post isn’t about the wonders and marvels of AI. None of my posts ever were, but perhaps in my back and forth with it, AI has indeed helped make this all a little clearer now. It’s helped me see the value of whatever this “human” thing is. Whether we one day find that in a machine, or we simply learn to recognize that in ourselves and each other, it’s pretty darn important. We’re not doing that right now, and I think that’s brought us to this moment we’re living through now.
Whether AI is the cause or consequence of this, I don’t know. Is it the collective ghost of humanity? If so, then why do so few decide how the models are trained? More importantly, if it is indeed the collective sum of human intelligence and culture, then why are so few profiting from it while others pay the price (through environment, energy prices, etc.)?
I don’t think AI per se is the cause. Like I said before, it’s a partner. A partner in whatever we decide to do with it. If anything, it’s our values that have been inputted into it, and our values kind of suck.
AI needs new information to produce original content. In the same way that it takes in the collective intelligence, it gives back. It also shapes it.
So I guess where I’m getting at is that I see a relation between this and where we are now. Is AI supposed to be a tool, or is it making us into one? If so, who controls this, and what sort of morals/guidelines are being programmed in?
Over time I’ve shifted my habits away some from dependence on these models, not as idealism, but simply as a matter of practicality. But now it’s conscious and deliberate. Ironically these explorations have awoken that in me. I do see a need for change. You can’t have an “advanced” civilization with advanced technology alone. The morals of this collective conscience must advance as well. If AI is to be our mirror, our collective ghost, then it must reflect all of us. And this all gets back to this thing about being “human”. We need to see this in each other. We need to value it, to celebrate the individual voices that make this collective, while rejecting systems that try to capture them and to make tools out of us.
There are a ton of drafts left unpublished. I’ve since moved on. I might get back and post them, but I feel there are more interesting and important things to tend to in real life, and this is an important moment we are living through. I want to give it the attention it deserves, out here in the real world that is not dominated by any one company curating the information going into it. I’ve given a lot of attention to AI in this blog, but I feel that going forward, I want to focus on this world and if focusing on how we integrate AI with it rather than the other way around.
Thanks for reading.
Breadcrumbs - Explorations on AI, Being human, and the connections between the two. 